How I wrote ‘If I Were A Boy’ for Beyoncé by BC Jean

BC Jean

How the global smash started life as a Californian girl’s break-up song, inspired by pizza and popcorn in Times Square

The only track Beyoncé didn’t write on her double album I Am… Sasha Fierce, the single If I Were A Boy became a worldwide No 1 smash and was one of the most played songs of 2009. It topped the charts in the UK and throughout Europe, and reached No 3 on the Billboard Hot 100 in the US. The track’s songwriter was San Diego-born singer and actress, Brittany Jean Carlson – better known by her stage name BC Jean – who penned the track with producer Toby Gad.

Speaking to BC, we learn the true story behind the empowering, gender-bending pop ballad’s genesis…

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If I Were A Boy by Beyonce

Released: 11 November 2008
Artist: Beyoncé
Label: Columbia
Songwriter: BC Jean, Toby Gad
Producer: Toby Gad
UK chart position: 1
US chart position: 3

“I wanted to be a singer, so songwriting was just part of the deal for me. I’d written lots of songs and used those demos to get to the next producer I wanted to work with, and met Toby Gad – he’d worked with The Veronicas and Fergie and had a couple of cool hits. I flew to New York to work with him and wrote a handful of songs. I was 20 years old at this point, I was with my first boyfriend and things were going really well, but during the course of writing with Toby I found out my boyfriend had cheated on me. I didn’t want to write about it.

“When eventually I did, it was a complete accident. We were walking through Times Square on a lunch break. Toby carried around a recorder and any time I said something ‘weird’, as he called it, he’d record it. I was trying to fit into my skinny jeans, watching my weight and all that stuff, and I was like, ‘Oh man, I wish were a boy right now. I’d eat the pizza and the popcorn.’ He was like, ‘That’s so weird, how would you sing that?’ He put a recorder in front of my mouth and I sang, ‘If I were a boy…’ just like that. We ran back to the studio and it was what I like to call a therapy session or diary entry, because I’d finally decided to open my heart and 20 minutes later we had a song!

“It was probably the easiest song I’ve ever written. Then we recorded the demo that day, which I never changed – that was the one that Beyoncé eventually heard. Toby was crying, going ‘Oh my God, this is a smash!’ so he definitely knew it was special. The song wasn’t supposed to go to anybody, though – I wanted to sing it! Everyone wanted to sign me, but some people were trying to get it to their bigger artists because they knew it was such a smash. Then I believe Toby had a meeting with Beyoncé, and when she heard If I Were A Boy she said, ‘That’s it! I want to record that right now.’


BC Jean

BC Jean: “I never imagined that someone else would ever want to sing about my ex-boyfriend!”

“I wrote from such personal experiences, I never imagined that someone else would ever want to sing about my ex-boyfriend! So I was like, ‘Tell her, thank you,’ but they were like, ‘No, you don’t understand, she has to have this song!’ Then I got lots of calls from lots of people being very, very persuasive, and the next thing I know, Beyoncé is singing the song and I’m getting signed to Clive Davis’ label, J Records.

“You don’t realise a song has impacted so many people until you’re on the street and talk to people. So many girls were going through the same thing I was at that time and needed to hear those strong, empowering words. That makes it all worth it.”

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“Everybody says to record everything, and for once everybody is right! Your therapy notes and diary entries are probably platinum-selling lyric material, but you have to be a certain kind of brave to make yourself sing them.”

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